The Perfect Will of God

Folks don’t realize how many times I have attempted to write this article. It is extremely difficult. I have written it many times in many ways and then deleted it.

The difficulties are many faceted.

One reason is some folks think I believe I think I am perfect myself. I can guarantee you I know there is error on this blog, I speak alot of opinion here. And am quite certain there is even error on my website where I teach doctrines and theology. And as I discuss elsewhere where Paul and James both discuss the dangers of being a doma minister because of the responsibility and judgment we/they will face when we/they err. But yet Paul also stated that we see darkly.

Christianity is about faith not absolutes. I discuss this on my tenet page:

http://www.kingdom-gospel.com/tenet.html

Focus:

1 Cor 9:25: MKJV
25 And everyone who strives for the mastery is temperate in all things. Then those truly that they may receive a corruptible crown, but we an incorruptible.

God has called me to be a balance. I try not to minister in extremes. I try to filter all my doctrine and teaching through this principle. 

It is my belief, that the people and church of God, in some capacity, in most cases, seek after His truth. During the coarse of history the church became divided. It is my belief, that you can find pieces of truth from perhaps every denomination and movement of God. I like to say, “A broken clock is right twice a day.”  Therefore, I try to even see where God has used those people whom I even disagree with. It is the pride of man that often separates men, and keeps them from seeing the work of God in others. Perhaps, how I have dealt with my greatest spiritual father, Watchman Nee, is a good example of separating out what he mixed into God’s revelations. Watchman Nee was a very balanced teacher, except when it came to entertainment. He condemns any entertainment that has any chance involved. He believes entertainment or games should have skill only. He even condemned the mixture of skill and chance. Any game with cards or dice, he would condemn. Playing games like UNO or even children’s games like CandyLand, would be wrong. Why did he take this stance? Because his own mother was addicted to gambling. From the great pain of gambling, he failed to see a balance in entertainment. Therefore, I take out his imbalances. I have done the same from other ministers; Randy Shankle, Kenneth Hagin, and so on. I have even gleaned truth from the Catholic church which protestants don’t even teach about; the fiery judgment on unfaithful believers:  Click here

Many christians are so quick to judge and condemn, but if we repent of pride, we can easily glean truth from people who have missed God in some part. 

On the other side of the scale, we ought not to stand on truth just because others we agree with, believe it. We shouldn’t build doctrine from tradition, nor refuse to listen to other doctrines because we or our group do not. Doctrines should be based on scripture alone…

Everything I teach and believe is by faith. God made it so that we need the church and ministers to teach us doctrine. The Bible is not meant to be a handi-book of easy to read doctrines. The doctrines must be dug out and taught. For this reason, ministers will receive a stricter judgment. While many of my beliefs are accepted thru most of christendom and many of my more “rare” teachings are from a handful of ministers, I have gleaned many truths from many different sources. One of my favorite sayings is “a broken clock is right 2 times a day”. One of the baptisms in the Bible is called the Baptism into the Cloud (1 Cor 10:2). This baptism is God’s calling the church to follow after Him. This is often results in the restoration of doctrine and theology. The Reformation is a prime example of this. What often happens tho, is man follows God to a lost truth then makes a camp there, refusing to follow God further. We can glean truths from such stale camps, but should continue to follow God ourselves.

Isa 28:10: For precept must be upon precept, precept upon precept; line upon line, line upon line; here a little, and there a little:

1 Cor 13:12: For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.

1 Cor 2: LITV

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That being said there are also another group which thinks that I think I am perfect (and most others in the church) and those are they who have fallen from grace, perhaps hurt by spiritual abuse. They have fallen into sin, and don’t trust any standard, may hate God, distrust the Bible, or something to this sort.

These folks don’t have hope, and anyone who is holding onto hope and striving towards a standard offends them.

There are things I simply don’t know. for example I believe in a partial rapture, but am uncertain what the qualifying necessity is, whether is being born again (as opposed and being different than being saved, see here: http://www.kingdom-gospel.com/bvb.html or whether is being baptized in the Holy Spirit).

Then again, I also may not have all the details and truth about the differences between being born again and saved, nor fully understand the difference between the 1st baptism and the 2nd. Since as Paul said we see darkly.

Which leads me toward the point of this article. Another reason why we fail to reach god’s perfect is because of the fallen state of the church, as well as our own sin nature.

In the 1900’s many books were written especially in the early 1900’s about how Rome is Babylon and how it has corrupted even the protestant faiths.

While there is some truth to this, it hits it at the wrong angle. Jesus saw the failure of the church before even Scripture was complete. You can see this by reading the 1st 3 chapters of Revelation. Also a careful reading of the Old Testament will show you how the end time shepherds will fail.

Hence while I believe pastor Bruce Delay is awesome and the best pastor I know of, he still is an end time shepherd and is missing it. But we all are.

I discuss in more detail how I believe that those who are not raptured will out do us who will be raptured here:

http://www.kingdom-gospel.com/two.html

and somewhat here:

http://www.kingdom-gospel.com/latter.html

We will not be the 1st in God’s kingdom, we have not entered into the perfect:

Math 20: MKJV  
8 So when evening had come, the lord of the vineyard said to his steward, Call the laborers and pay them their wage, beginning from the last to the first.  
10 But when the first came, they supposed that they would received more; and they also each one received a denarius.  
11 And receiving it they murmured against the master of the house,  
12 saying, These last have worked only one hour, and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden and heat of the day.  
13 But he answered one of them andsaid, Friend, I do you no wrong. Did you not agree with me for a denarius?  
14 Take yours, and go; I will give to this last one the same as to you.  
16 So the last shall be first, and the first last, for many are called, but few are chosen.  

Rev 14:13 And I heard a voice from Heaven saying to me, Write, Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord from now on. Yes, says the Spirit, they shall rest from their labors, and their works follow them.

Even Randy Shankle and others prophesy the latter house will be greater. But they get it wrong, they think it’s their ministry when its the church!

And Bruce DeLay thinks my desire to reach and inspire those afterward is a hidden agenda to be uncorrectable because my fruit can’t be judged. This is an example of how click mentality and denomonationalism, or even Babylon has affected the church!

While many of us are pleasing God, we are not walking in His perfect will. Let me go ahead and say it. God’s perfect will for me was to be single. But God hates divorce. And some folks hate me and despise me, because I refuse to divorce my wife, because they won’t submit to a standard. But, that doesn’t give me the right to judge and condemn those who have divorced, because none of us, including me are in God’s perfect will. However, I do not endorse divorce, and I promote God’s will. But I am not gonna sit and judge folks who have been divorced.

For the longest time I wondered how I could obtain God’s perfect will. If we are on a path, should we abruptly change our path to God’s path in a violent manner? For me this question has been especially strong because I disobeyed God and joined the Navy. I went AWOL, turned myself in and was court martialed. Miraculously I was found not guilty. Another long discussion.

But I have been asking myself for 15 years, was it God for me to go AWOL or not?

Finally about a couple weeks ago, the Holy Spirit gave me some revelation on the subject. The disciples were on their paths doing what they were doing when Jesus interrupted their lives and changed their courses. He even manifested fishing miracles to pay their debts before they followed Him.

And this is what Jesus did for me with the Navy. Sorta like what Aslan did for Edmund in “The Lion, Witch, and the Wardrobe” as well.

I had no plans to go AWOL. One nite I had a dream I went to the Church in Marshall andRandy Shankle wearing a robe with a medallion cast out 2 demons from me. I had never seen Randy in real life. I woke up to a knock on my dorm door, and had a call that informed me my stepdad had died. I was in Japan. I proceeded to fill out paper work to go home for the funeral also believing that once I was State side the authorities there would help me leave the Navy as I was convinced those in Japan were withholding legal methods from me.

I had to get permission of all my superior officers, about 4-5 levels up. All agreed I could go but the last said no. It was then I decided to leave Japan AWOL, without any previous plan to do so.

To shorten my tale which you can read here:

http://www.kingdom-gospel.com/testimony.html

I ended up at the Church in Marshall, and the 2nd Sunday there, I saw Randy for the 1st time. He was doing a wedding and was wearing a robe and a medallion as in my dream.

It took an encounter from Christ to get me onto God’s will. And Jesus paid the cost of my missing His will by declaring me not guilty in court, as He also filled the disciples nets with fish!

I can’t leave my wife and family. But if God were to intervene Himself, then I would follow. But we are stuck to God’s acceptable will due to the state of the church, the world, our souls, and sin nature.

But are we like David, and willing to admit our sins, or are we gonna be like the end time shepherds thinking we have it all?

We all are missing it. But are we striving for God’s will? Are we lieing and thinking we have arrived? That is what matters.

The salvation of the soul is a process, and unfortunately most of humanity will not reach 100 fold. But we shouldn’t give up and throw in the towel, and condemn those who are trying to reach the standard.

No church, no denomination, no man has it all. That’s why I look to many sources to write my teachings on doctrine as stated  earlier from here:

http://www.kingdom-gospel.com/tenet.html

Yet even the doctrine of the rapture has the church divided. Most use the newer stance that since the church fathers were quiet on a pre-trib rapture it mustn’t be true. Truth was not absolute to the church fathers even when Paul said he saw darkly. Peter said, and I got this from Watchman Nee, that revelation about the salvation of the soul would increase in the last days:

1 Pet 1:

5: Who are kept by the power of God through faith unto salvation ready to be revealed in the last time.
9: Receiving the end of your faith, even the salvation of your souls.

Also OT prophets hinted at last day revelations, so did Sir Isaac Newton. I even got from Randy Shankle and Kenneth Hagin that just as the gifts decreased from the Acts and the Apostles, they would increase in the last days.

This comes from unity, realizing that we all have a piece of the whole. It’s an act of humility to see that even denominations who we oppose, or that oppose us may have revelation or truth we miss.

It bothers me horribly that I cannot finish teaching the foundational principles on my website. I got the 1st 3 down well. But am seriously lacking in laying on of hands and of resurrection of the dead. But believe I have some revelation on Eternal Judgment that is new.

I simply don’t have it all. And I can’t. I also lack in the evangelical giftings. While I make up a bit in being a reasonably good example to others, I am lacking strength in proclaiming the gospel of salvation to the lost. It takes all of us to achieve the perfect. And when we reject body members, we can’t achieve perfection.

The point here? Well as I have stated to Bruce and others before, a major focus of mine, is to inspire those left behind after the rapture. That they can achieve what we could not. But it is also to inspire all of us to go a little further, including me.

Death of a Friend

A friend of mine has died. His name was Bruce (not Bruce Delay however). Bruce introduced me to the Church in Marshall teachings, but had never been to CiM himself. Bruce had terminal hepatitis, which I had known for about 9 years or so.

The story behind how we met and how I was introduced to CiM teachings through him is very inspirational. To this day I maintain God wanted me at CiM, but I sinned in staying longer than I was supposed to.

In honour of my friend Bruce. I will tell that story here.

He moved to my city to be near his son. Before leaving for here he was given some tapes from the Church in Marshall in Cincinnati. The tapes were preaching the Merismos from Heb 12. It was the 1st time he heard that message. He listened to the tapes all the way to here. They inspired him so much he stopped at the nondenominational church off the highway at this city. They told him to go to a different church and weren’t interested in the message of Heb 12. I forget the name of the other church now, I was baptized there (doh!). But it is near the University and there he attended a Bible class taught by a man named Vince and Vince happened to be teaching out of Hebrews 12.  So Bruce met Vince and they became friends. Later, a friend from grade school met Bruce at the YMCA, and they became friends. I had just left the Air Force and was gonna be a monk. My friend conspired with Bruce and Vince to have me come over and talk some Bible sense into me (LoL). None of what they had to say moved me, but got to meet some nice people.

Meanwhile, I had decided to play Dungeons and Dragons one last time with other friends, I think in my friend’s basement. It started well, but after about 2 hours of playing, I began to get sick. My stomach began to ache. It got so bad, I had to stop the game and go home.

At my dad’s it got worse. Anyway, after 2 days and nites, the pain became unbearable. On the 2nd nite of no sleep, I decided to pray for help.

I prayed something like this: 

“Dear God, please help me, this pain is so bad I would rather die. Please take this pain away. I will do anything you want, if you take away this pain. Lord, I prefer death, over this pain, if healing is not available.” 

Please understand, I had never heard of healing, never seen it either.  In short, I cried out to God in pain, not faith, but with hope, and in earnestness.

Praise God for God! He heard me! After praying, I felt led to go read a Church bulletin that was sitting in my room. I rarely, if ever, had read those things, and usually they would get tossed in the garbage.

In it, it said, something to the effect of: Catholic Charismatic Conference, place —-, time —-, and so on. 

Anyway, I prayed to God, “If you want me to go to this; if it is your will, I will go. Please, just take away the pain.”

Within a few minutes. The pain was gone.

That Friday nite, I went to the conference. There, I saw Vince. That nite, I saw people worship God in a way I had never seen before. They worshiped with a different style of music as well. It was contemporary, which I did not know at the time.

Near the end of the nite, I spoke to God, “Lord, why do you want me here? I learned a new style of worship, is this what you wanted?”. I seemed to get a response of: “wait until tomorrow, come back again”.

The next day at the conference, I met up with Bruce. He decided to take some conference classes with me. One class we went to, was called: The Gifts of the Holy Spirit.

In this class, the teacher read a bunch of scriptures that seemed gibberish to me. He just read a list of verses without explaining them. None of them in any way enlightened me, or explained what was going on. I don’t remember any of them. After this, he asked for the raising of hands of those who wanted the Baptism of the Holy Spirit. I raised my hand, and then left it up for a question, which was, “What is the Baptism of the Holy Spirit?”. He answered with, “It’s when you ask the Holy Spirit to be in your life.”. 

Now, I had been taught as a Catholic, that you received the Holy Spirit at confirmation. (Remember, this IS a Catholic Charismatic Conference.) So when he gathered the dozen or so who raised their hands to receive this, I declined.

He then asked the rest of us, “How many of you, who have the Holy Spirit, would like a gift of the Holy Spirit.” I raised my hands with about a dozen others. They all wanted the gift of tongues. I asked for the gift of prophecy, because I had enjoyed reading about the Old Testament prophets.

Now, I had never heard of tongues, nor had heard them. No one had ever shown me other tongues in the Bible, nor had anyone ever told me about them.

The teacher then took us aside, into another corner. Then he asked the remaining people to pray for these 2 groups when the time came. One group wanted the Baptism of the Holy Spirit, the other group, which I was in, wanted a gift of the Holy Spirit. Of which everyone asked for tongues except me.

He then proceeded to give a small instruction in the receiving of tongues. He said he would pray for us and lay his hands on us, there were 2 other ladies who would do the same, but he would lead. He then instructed us saying: that after he would lay hands on us, we may feel in our spirit the Holy Spirit moving and we would need to open our mouth and speak as the Holy Spirit would guide or lead us to.

After this, having finished instructing us, and being moved by God, he came straight to me, purposefully, and laid hands on me. Upon doing so, enormous amounts of power and energy came through him into me. He said to me, “Let it out, let it out.” I opened my mouth, and let this power within me, manifest in language through my voice. I began to shout in an unknown language, the power in my body was enormous. After a minute or so, he proceeded to pray for others. I, on the other hand, was completely baffled by what was happening within me. In a couple minutes, I toned down my volume, but it was difficult, due to the enormous energy in me, and the lack of spiritual discipline, and in ignorance of the situation. I continued to speak in other tongues, but wondered in English, “What is this, how can I be thinking in English, trying to understand what this power is and yet be speaking in another language.”

The teacher, told me to go home and practice tongues. I did not learn what happened to me, nor did I understand, nor was I taught. Today, however, I can tell you, I was baptized in the Holy Spirit.

Well, I went home that day. At home, I could not utter another phrase in tongues, no matter how hard I tried. Somehow, it just couldn’t or wouldn’t manifest. I began my preparations for my trip to Colorado to the monastery.

I arrived at the monastery and I loved it. It was everything I thought, I was looking for. It was very ascetic.Well, everything seemed wonderful, and I was nearly convinced that this would be my life. But, I wanted to pray and ask God for final confirmation for His will in my life. I wanted obedience to Him above all else, in my life.

I decided to do this at the top of a mountain. So I began my climb up a mountain to pray. About halfway up, I experienced something utterly fantastic and unknown to me. It was the presence of God.

As a Lutheran and Catholic, I had believed that the presence of God could not be felt on the Earth anymore. It was not like the Baptism of the Holy Spirit, nor like the manifestation of tongues. Yes, there was power, but not a channeled power to be manifested in some gift. It was God Himself present. Not visually, neither was He present to my natural ears. I could not sense Him with eyes or ears, nor with smell or taste. But I sensed Him with touch. I did not bump into Him. I felt a tangible presence in a force.

Anyway, I was dumbfounded. I was unprepared. I could sense His presence was emanating from further up the mountain, somewhere near the top, but I was only halfway there. The only thing I could think of to do, that seemed appropriate, was to take off my shoes and socks and continue on barefoot. This is what Moses was commanded to do by God when he met God on a mountain.

Onward I went, barefoot until near the top, I fell on my knees when I reached the peak of the presence of God. There, I learned that God did not want me to be a monk, that He wanted me to move to this city. I left the mountain speaking and singing in tongues. I have been able to pray in tongues, at will, ever since. 

Bruce and I became room mates. Later 2 friends both received the Holy Spirit with tongues. Bruce had made an incredible impact in our lives.

Sadly Bruce later fell into universalism teachings and others alongside the manifest son’s of God movement as well as with Vince. Vince was at CiM for 1 year with me, but Bruce never had been there. For the last few years I tried to persuade with scriptures with Bruce against universalism and was even inspired by this to write a page for him on universalism:

http://www.kingdom-gospel.com/wrath.html

However I never motivated him as far as I can tell except that he regretted teaching me anything on these matters.

But he never forsook the Lord, and loved Him deeply. Paul tells us these bad doctrines won’t stop our salvation:

1 Cor 3:

3: For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?
4: For while one saith, I am of Paul; and another, I am of Apollos; are ye not carnal?
6: I have planted, Apollos watered; but God gave the increase.
8: Now he that planteth and he that watereth are one: and every man shall receive his own reward according to his own labour.
10: According to the grace of God which is given unto me, as a wise masterbuilder, I have laid the foundation, and another buildeth thereon. But let every man take heed how he buildeth thereupon.
11: For other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ.
12: Now if any man build upon this foundation gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, stubble;
13: Every man’s work shall be made manifest: for the day shall declare it, because it shall be revealed by fire; and the fire shall try every man’s work of what sort it is.
14: If any man’s work abide which he hath built thereupon, he shall receive a reward.
15: If any man’s work shall be burned, he shall suffer loss: but he himself shall be saved; yet so as by fire.

So saying I believe Bruce maintained his salvation but will suffer loss. Even perhaps loss by fire. I discuss the Once Saved Always Saved arguments here:

http://www.kingdom-gospel.com/osas.html

I also discuss the fiery judgment for unfaithul believers here (and no I do not believe in purgatory):

http://www.kingdom-gospel.com/judge1.html

Additional Info:

Someone asked mentioned Bruce’s family. So I wish to add some info here about this.

When I was 1st born again and was running around with my friend Bruce, we didn’t think much about natural family unless we could get them saved. I only knew about his son with his exwife. I knew about his dead grandfather, but not the rest of his family. I am guessing it was small, but I could be wrong. That guess comes from the fact nothing was ever mentioned or discussed, but that is poor evidence. This brings up interesting questions about that. Before he got saved Bruce was a con man. Not a pleasant fellow. When he was my roommate after he was saved and I was spirit filled, my dad was suspicious of him and used his connections to find out about him. He discovered he was a con man, but Bruce had already told me, so I told my dad he was born again now. My dad was skeptical and kept an eye on us from a far. But I have an interesting story about Bruce’s granddad. Shortly after being spirit filled I was working at a hardware store. And for a season I would know in spirit when a man was a minister. One day I was behind the counter and a man came up and ordered some wood. I felt in spirit he was a minister and asked. He said he was. I had left the catholic church and Bruce and I were church hopping at the time. The man was surprised I knew he was a minister and spoke to me at length about me. Finding out I was recently spirit filled and my roommate was named Bruce Gosey he asked me if he was related to Doc Gosey . Bruce’s granddad was a famous minister who had made some End Times charts for the Pentecostal Church I believe. This minister was a Pentecostal preacher. He invited us to his church so we went.

During worship time, I went up front to worship and about 5 people gathered around me praying and prophesying. And the Holy Ghost manifested strongly and anointed me especially my hands, they were like on fire. Later I discovered I had been given the charisma of healing. And if you read about Kenneth Hagin, his healing gift came the same way. Ever since that day, I have only had 2 headaches last more than 5 minutes. I have a success rate on headaches for believers at about 50% and unbelievers at about 75%, and myself 99%. I have participated in other healings as well but headaches seem to be an especially strong anointing in me.

Here is a link to one of Doc Gosey’s famous charts:

http://www.armageddonbooks.com/chart.html

Attack

Someone has decided to start a blog uncovering me in retaliation of this blog. But I am not concerned because I have nothing to hide and have confessed my sins and faults publicly already. I also have had 2 other such incidents occur before as well.

The 1st such incident happened about in 2004 when I was an active member on a christian forum. This forum had nothing to do with CiM or Randy Shankle, it was simply a christian forum. One person believed my posts and doctrine was dangerous so they made a website to try and debunk me and attack me.

It is no longer on the internet but a copy of it can be found here:

http://web.archive.org/web/20040107131010/http://home.triad.rr.com/defendusinbattle/2Tim4-3@K-G_1.htm

I did respond to this page and made my response on my FAQ page here (you will find the response about 2/3 the way down):

http://www.kingdom-gospel.com/faq.html

The 2nd incident occurred when I was linking to another website which posted some material from Randy Shankle and CiM. I discuss that in more detail here:

http://kingdomgospel.wordpress.com/a-letter-from-an-ex-elder-of-cim/

Unfortunately that page no longer exists, not even on the WayBack Machine site because the webmaster simply changed an existing page on his website to attack me, and then changed it back when I agreed to his terms. But I also responded to that page on my FAQ page listed above as well.

So, this 3rd attempt has no power on me. Since I have acknowledged each such encounter myself publicly, since I am not being intimidated. I also am not afraid of any uncoverings of my life because I myself have confessed them online.

You can read the details of my failures and sins as well as the victories of my life testimony here:

http://www.kingdom-gospel.com/testimony.html

You can also read about how I failed with the administration and with others at the Church in Marshall here:

http://www.kingdom-gospel.com/role.html

I also have confessed on this very blog that like Randy, I myself am unqualified as an elder. But unlike Randy I do not minister as one.

I believe that this 3rd attempt is by a Shankle supporter who was a spy at the now dead forums of the ex-CiM members. This is a guess, but my belief of this is because the blog gives an entry which is very similar to a post on that forum that was made to me when Jerry died. However the blog entry is not exact and could have been copied by another person. I am not after revenge so am not posting any names. Nor am I concerned with self preservation because I have nothing to hide.

In fact if  that blog turns into a theological debate to address the issues I bring up here, I myself will look forward to it. Because:

Prov:27:17: Iron sharpeneth iron; so a man sharpeneth the countenance of his friend.

Many of my stances and teachings and so on have been refined through debate. I always enjoy correction and theological discussion. Because I accept correction, I now have nothing to hide. In fact last Sunday Randy talked about how some people are so afraid of correction and make excuses. But when I showed up at CiM being UA (Unauthorized Absence) from the Navy and Jerry Collum confronted me, I was so quick to turn myself in, Jerry told me I could wait a few days, but wanted to do it immediately. You can read about this incident on my testimony page (being UA from the military).

Here is a copy of the 1st entry of this blog attack:

I often wonder if Doma spends even a minute fraction of the time that Doma spends busy-bodying Randy Shankle, on Doma’s wife, or on Doma’s kids, or on his own family.   If Doma did spend as much time as he devotes to Randy on Doma’s wife and kids, he would probably have a great marriage and have kids who loved being with their dad, and be a whole lot happier and sainer.

Can any of you even imagine being married to Doma or having him as your father? He is totally obsessed! 

Doma, you exhibit  the behavior of a stalker – and it is not healthy.   Doma, does God need for you to rehash everything that goes on at CIM for others?  If people want to know about Randy, they can go to his website and download his messages or read his books.  People do not need for you to be a source of rehashing what you believe that Randy or anyone else says.  Besides, your obsession has allowed you to become a rusty pipe of information – the information is tainted.

Next, I wonder if Doma works.  He never has answered this question.  Doma obviously has computer skills that could be used to get a good job, but our taxes are probably being used to help him spend the time with his nose in everyone’s else’s business except his own.

I hope I am wrong.

Honestly Doma, can’t you see that for all your busy bodying, it means nothing to Randy or anyone else,  because you have become someone that people can not trust or respect. Why?  Because you close your ears, heart, and soul off to any one’s  voice of reason.  You reject anyone’s heartfelt efforts to reach you.  You are off on your own, with no protection, when people have reached out trying in vain to tell you that you are off course.

I remember the San Francisco earthquake.  When the bridge fell, people were trying to warn drivers not to continue on their path as the bridge was out.  But, one man and his wife kept right on going and fell to their deaths. 

You need to listen buddy…

I responded to this post when he emailed me this stuff a couple weeks ago. Here was my email to him:

Q: I often wonder if Doma spends even a minute fraction of the time that Doma spends busy-bodying Randy Shankle, on Doma’s wife, or on Doma’s kids, or on his own family.
R: I have answered this before. It takes very little time doing my ministry on CiM.

Q:If Doma did spend as much time as he devotes to Randy on Doma’s wife
R: My wife hates my friends, my church, my country. It has nothing to do with my ministry.

Q: have kids who loved being with their dad, and be a whole lot happier and saner.
R: I am a great dad, my kids love me.

Q: Doma, does God need for you to rehash everything that goes on at CIM for others?
R: From Bruce DeLay:
I have not heard from the Lord regarding specifics on how to proceed from here – other than a couple of general things…You could go back thru all the teachings and prophecies and debunk each one – teachings with scripture, and prophecieswith the lack of actual fulfillment…

Q: If people want to know about Randy, they can go to his website and download his messages or read his books. People do not need for you to be a source of rehashing what you believe that Randy or anyone else says.
R: Read what Bruce said above. Also, about 100 people a day read my webpages or blog pages on Randy. You are wrong. Bruce DeLay still gets emails from people because of my blog.

Q: Next, I wonder if Doma works. He never has answered this question.
R: I have answered this question. I am in lower management in the restaurant business.

Q: Honestly Doma, can’t you see that for all your busy bodying, it means nothing to Randy or anyone else,
R: Your assessment is wrong. I get a hundred visitors a day, a couple thousand a month. I have people thanking me. Someone emailed me 2 days ago and said:
Just want to let you know that you are called of God and you do have the purpose of God in your life. In Him YOU live and move  YOUR being. You are called to reveal the truth. Even tho it started out from the misunderstanding when you left cim. So continue the work, be strong and always know that there is one smooth stone in your pouch. Don’t be afraid to use it.

In his 2nd blog entry he says this:

Unfortunately there is one specific individual…who has nothing better to do than constantly criticize Randy at every turn. In fact he has started his own ministry after Randy, to the point if Randy had to die so would his ministry, very sad.

… (he)obviously has an offense with Randy Shankle that he has been taken over and is being used by demonic forces. To have so much hatered and biterness to an individual is scary. (he)… obviously knows the Word, but so does satan. When ever other men of God have tried to reason with (him) he constantly comes back with scriptures defending his stance.

It has been stated from the CiM platform and others that my ministry consists only of uncovering Randy. That is so untrue. Most of my Blog covers Randy, but very little of my website. My website may have 50-75 pages, and only about 5 of them are about CiM and Randy. This blog is my way of dealing with things that are not necessarily teachings. My website is formatted more toward teachings. This blog is my method of dealing with other formats of my ministry. In fact I use this blog for prophecy and current events. In fact on July 11th just a little over a week ago or so I posted an entry on this blog about the current events of Iran and their place in prophecy. See here:

http://kingdomgospel.wordpress.com/2008/07/11/iran-and-prophecy/

So its a self delusion of anyone reads my writings to think that Randy and CiM are the backbone of my ministry. It is not.

And the attempt once again to say I am bitter, angry, or filled with hatred is laughable, because I was once chased off the ex-CiM forum for telling people to forgive Randy and state in my CiM survival guide here…:

http://kingdomgospel.wordpress.com/cim-survival-guide/

…that people who leave CiM need to forgive and not be bitter. So this person is not acting in spirit, by evidence that they are making wrong conclusions about me, very obvious ones.

This situation is minor, and will probably blow over soon, and isn’t even worth me making a full time page on. If anyone wants to know about my sins, and the resources I have listed doesn’t answer them, they can contact me.

I also don’t think CiMis behind this. it’s not their style. In fact here is a clip of Jeff speaking about NOT getting in the flesh about such things:

While they might not get in the flesh, they do get in the soul. They know scripture too much for this kind of thing and know that doing anything like that will only bring more criticism.

No, this is someone who confesses on their own blog they are not spiritual, and they think they are doing Randy or God a favor.

Changes

I made some changes on the Blog.

I removed the Help page.

I updated the About page.

I deleted the post ”A Letter from an ex-elder of CiM” and made it into a permanent page, see above or on the side.