Dream from the nite of Nov 25th, 06

I saw my dad flying a military jet. Others witnessed it. Suddenly, I was in some counseling session with my Dad and Mom, and some counselor. They were discussing the allegations about my dad by others, including myself, that my dad had some military connections that he refused to admit to publicly, and extreme skills. I was asked if I believed he was against the government. I told them I knew who and what my dad was, and was no longer obsessed with uncovering it and convincing others, but I didn’t know if he was working for or against the government. My only concern was why. Why did my dad possess such skill and abilities and let us live in such low economic position. Then I knew why because it was God ordained, for the development of me. And that if I was wealthy, chances would be small that I would have any interest in God’s Kingdom.

Suddenly I was taken to a church service in an old building. I didn’t really want to go, but folks with me, wanted me there. When I entered some woman was singing out of her bulletin. I went to get a copy of the bulletin. I was concerned about some spiritual disorder. I left the room and saw a bunch of chairs outside the “sanctuary” facing the opposite way of the sanctuary. These chairs were assigned to dissidents of the church. I got angry and went back in the sanctuary. I then began to publicly correct the church. There was no pastor, and the congregation was swayed by a couple of loud voices. One of them was Linda from CiM. Who also I think was the woman singing earlier from her bulletin.

I then said signs would follow my authority and correction and I began to fly. These loud persons then said it was of the devil. I spoke and tongues and glorified God, and asked if the devil would do that? They remained unconvinced. I made a prophecy, I don’t remember the prophecy. I stormed back out by the chairs outside the sanctuary. There I saw the former pastor. I then began to tear open the wall and he looked at me astonished but did not stop me. Behind the wall I found an old wooden chair, covered with cloth letters made by children spelling out a name; “Steve” was the 1st name but couldn’t read the last. The former pastor told me, that the pastor before him, had run off, away from his family and that his kids had made that chair for him and he left it behind. When he took over and remodeled the church, he left the chair behind the new wall and no one knew about it except him. This somehow was a direct fulfillment of my prophecy. I looked at him to follow me and stormed back into the sanctuary where the service was done and police were about taking statements. I think the loud voices had decided to report me to the civil authorities to try and have them stop me from returning.

I got the rooms attention and told them I had just found this chair behind the wall, and pointed to the former pastor and told them he had witnessed by discovery. They remained hostile to me. So I left and went outside. Outside I saw there was a fire in a building 2 buildings away. I think I then went on the roof to look around. I saw that by now the church was surrounded by fire on 3 sides and was closing in. I went back to the bottom entry point. And someone was trying to tear away the pillars holding up the church. I said people were in there. And the building began to collapse. I tried to hold it up but it came down, but it just fell to its side and didn’t break up, but was still in danger of the fire. I think I went inside to help but they didn’t want my help so I flew out the window. I began to fly over a river or lake, and was enjoying the scenery and animals, when all of a sudden something began hitting me, soft and mushy like. A bunch of geese were excreting their waste on me and then began to attack me. I woke up.

Grieved

The service today is not even half done (alotting for their usual time) and I had to shut it down. It was grieving my spirit. The amount of “spirituals” was out of order:

1 Cor 14:

27: If any man speak in an unknown tongue, let it be by two, or at the most by three, and that by course; and let one interpret.
29: Let the prophets speak two or three, and let the other judge.

I think they had like 4 or 5 people minister in spirituals over 1 man. That seems out of order. The rampant amount of spirituals is abusive and can be an example of demonic activity. I say can be, as carnal christians who have not developed their gifts or the order can also cause such things. I myself once gave a tongue years ago, and when someone had the interpretation, I kept on giving my tongue! I had not been discipled nor schooled in the spirituals at that time.

They also had 2 people give a “prophecy” or “word of knowledge/wisdom” through a spiritual song. I never seen anything like that before, and don’t know of any scriptural examples of such. I don’t know if this was new at CiM, or if they have had such things before, but not while I was there. I am referring to a song sang to an individual, not a spiritual song sang out loud for the benefit of all.  I am not necessarily condemning such, but am suspicious of any spiritual activity that has no scriptural example.

I think this service is just a end result of grieving God time and time again, and the pride of men refusing to believe their error and believe they are representing God, and haven given place to satan.

Today and last week

More than likely there may not be much to comment on every week from the CiM’s service broadcasts. And therefore I may not have anything here. Or there may be very little to discuss. Last week Randy said when he married his current wife she was a babe in Christ. Why then, did the administration refuse to marry me? I was told I was more spiritually mature than the young lady I wanted to marry.

While I am glad I did not get married, it angered me how they handled the situation, which I have gotten over, but now it appears that the administration is okay that Randy married a woman who was undiscipled and a babe in Christ but it wasn’t okay for me?!

It’s not that I am personally offended, as I am happy with how my life is, but the standard they are promoting as an example. Having 2 standards is wrong, unless, the standard for an elder is harsher, rather than less of a standard. Because elders are to be examples for the flock.

1 Tim 3:2 A bishop then must be blameless, the husband of one wife, vigilant, sober, of good behaviour, given to hospitality, apt to teach;

Titus 1:
6 If any be blameless, the husband of one wife, having faithful children not accused of riot or unruly.
7: For a bishop must be blameless, as the steward of God; not selfwilled, not soon angry, not given to wine, no striker, not given to filthy lucre;

 People have come forward and complained at how quick Randy got married when Gloria died. I had no problem with that, but I believe it’s wrong for him to refuse the congregation to marry someone who is less discipled and then go out in his want and do so.

And you know what? I wouldn’t have aproblem with that either, if he/they allowed it for all people. Scripture is clear not to forbid marriage, for it is better to marry than to burn in lust.

1Cor:7:9: But if they cannot contain, let them marry: for it is better to marry than to burn.

And as I have shared before, in the last times the forbidding of marriage will come about.

1 Tim 4:1: Now the Spirit speaketh expressly, that in the latter times…
3: Forbidding to marry, …

So my objection here is not that he married, but the fact that they refused that standard for others.

Today Jeff once again spoke out of great arrogance and pride, he said the glory of the Lord validates them, or their administration. What pride! This is the thing I keep discussing over and over again here, how it is they think they are God’s best representatives on the earth and how anyone not in aggreement with them they have the right to dismiss. Which they discussed also today about those whom have unbelief. I have unbelief about them, not unbelief in God.

God provides His presence despite us, not to validate us. If what they said was true, then a person could never experience God’s presence until he achieved some form of perfection or maturity. And that would mean they would preach a gospel of works. For how could one gain maturity in Christ without His presence? As if working out one’s salvation would reward them with His presence. It’s ridiculous. God said that the gifts of God are without repentance. He also said where 2 or more are gathered in His name there He would be, in the midst of them.

Mt:18:20: For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.

Notice He said gathered and not assembled. They often discuss the baptism of the Body at CiM which I believe in. And I believe the following analogy comes from them. When you buy a tricycle it’s pieces are gathered in a box but not assembled. It is God who assembles us as we allow Him to change us, teach us, so we can find out place. Therefore His presence shows up before we are assembled, while we are just gathered so He can assemble us. They should know better than that. However, because they believe their foundation is perfect, they keep building on top of bad theology to get worse theology.

Didn’t 2 sons of Aaron die in God’s presence when they offered strange fire? Therefore the Church in Marshall administration can continue to offer strange fire with God’s presence and glory still present.

Rom:2:4: Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering; not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance?